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[11 Dec 2004|08:56pm]
[ mood | so over it all... ]

Don't try to be cute with me
Cause I know you hate yourself.
And you'd end your stupid lies now
but your too spineless.
_lady in the blue dress:senses fail

thank you for showing me exactly what i dont need in a best friend...you were a great example of what my parents warned me about when they told me about back-stabbers...

stace

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happy chrissmakah [25 Nov 2004|08:29pm]
[ mood | sick ]

screw thanksgiving...turkey isnt all that great...
its all about chrissmakah!
payce!
stace

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ugh! [22 Nov 2004|10:00pm]
[ mood | sore and POWERFUL!!! HAHA ]

i have Jed and Carlo power! hi-yah! ka_pow!

O YEAH... i pulled my calf muscle,so i might be out for the first game...tomorrow! i cried...not because it hurt...because i cant play...;(

dude people are talking about formal like its tomorrow...hum....dateless as of now...but not for long...lol


"you make this world a desolate place to live in..."
"no thats the way we found it doc..."

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basketball sucks [16 Nov 2004|08:39pm]
[ mood | upset ]

Love is a bond without reason, a cry for connection, a light in your eyes.
Love is a reason for living, a reason for trying, a reason for life.
_the juliana theory

i cant go to the game on friday i think im gonna quit ball... its ruining my life...and steph you kno my luck i might as well give up now...
payce

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so you wanna be a rock star...? [11 Nov 2004|09:43pm]
[ mood | groggy ]

i see your face w/ every punch i take
and every bone i break
it's all for you
and my worst pains are things i can not say
but i will always fight on for you
fight on for you...

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hitingitfortheteam [09 Nov 2004|05:15pm]
[ mood | tiredfromconditioning ]

taking a hit for the team on friday...with Mr.n!

check out purevolume.com and look for a weekend flight! they are on the cover page!

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theres a first for everything [06 Nov 2004|07:21pm]

we lost our first game yesterday to valencia...it was sad...and alex was being a royal jerk...so it wasnt a good night..and then he told me that he was going to marcos' tonight to get wasted...so im not happy...

...;(...

steph...watch him for me cuz i cant go...please & thanks... i love you!peace out ...

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life is all about lies... [02 Nov 2004|07:07pm]
[ mood | under a false impression ]

i am not ok... i hate living this lie... i want to get out while i still can...
_what would you say if i asked you not to go...to forget everyone...to forget everything and start over with me...
i'd say heck yess...
its easier to leave then to be left behind...there were never any truer words...

good night huston...

the night is silent now...save for my tears to hit your ear...

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...my life is complete...sort of... [30 Oct 2004|08:34pm]
[ mood | revengeful ]

i had tito's today...my team is 9 and oh...woopwoop...ok im out ... i love screwing w/ people... im hanging out w/ johnny tomorrow...take that emily and jenna!peace
stace

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..music is my life...for this moment... [28 Oct 2004|08:16pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

o man there are so many good bands out there that i will never find out about... comment and tell me about the coolest band you know...and ill check them out...i want to be friends with him...b/c he will change me...forever...
peace
me

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...hum... [27 Oct 2004|05:01pm]
[ mood | poffy...lol...i like jackets.. ]

i'm "eh"....lol...cool i can live with that...
me*

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... i didnt get a wink of sleep last night... [24 Oct 2004|05:31pm]
[ mood | on a cloud... ]

o man ...i was so happy last night, it didnt seem real...
some of the best moments in awhile took place less than 24 hours ago...i keep thinking about it...and im so happy...
STEPH YOUR FREAKING AWESOME!!!
love
me.

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dinwiddie is great [20 Oct 2004|05:04pm]
[ mood | it's freakin freezing! ]

teacher: "your mom is going to be mad when you come how w/ a broken leg..."
corey: " i dont have a mom...me and my dad share your's..."
teacher: " corey...see me after class..."
class:" ooohhhhh....."

atlanta started raining on me and teenage love was underground...but tonight it breaks the surface...

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...friends dont let friends wear ponchos... [18 Oct 2004|04:26pm]
[ mood | invogorated ]

...im singing in the rain...

...ran 3 miles today in the rain...it was quite invogorating...no practice for 3 days...check that 4! homecoming on friday and the dance on saturday!!!...all of my yawns are coming true...except one...and its "my guy"...lol...emily b and steph know what im saying...lol... on wednesday for shure..we are going over there steph...we have to!!!

ive been really jumpy lately...its great...

hey daniel...iloveyou!

paola: "o yea...and bitch is the new loser...is that fetch or what...?
me: "since when did you say "bitch"..."
paola: "o we all say that to each other...duh..."
emily b: (blank stare)

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i love the rain... [17 Oct 2004|09:30am]
[ mood | ready and raring to go ]

i woke up to the rain and it was the best feeling in the world... the game on friday was awesome... im so jealous of tyler...he's amazing...lol...um... lunch today for my bros bday and yesterday was crazy cool...we kicked bum in our games ...up by 50 in both..peace...

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PSATS SUCK!!! [14 Oct 2004|06:09am]
[ mood | on a sugar high... ]

o man o man i had to take my PSATS yesterday and I FELL ASLEEP!!! jess had to wake me up during the english test!!! lol... it was great... hum then i had to run the mile for basketball and i got 8 minutes!!! hell yea... and we had to do sprints w/ the boys and i beat some of em!!! so i was happy...tomorrow is a football game at burbank...im going then i have lunch w/ paola for her b-day on saturday morning and 3 games in santa monica then hanging out w/ johnny saturday night...sunday im going to my grandmas at the beach and sunday night... FRIGHT FEST!!! holler dogs...ok im out i have to go get ready... 1/2 day at me escuela and then im off to the dmv to get another permit...peace!
stace*

...i could live in the shadows that you cast for me if it ment that you would stay...

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hey [12 Oct 2004|07:41pm]
[ mood | normal ]

hi...just wanted to say that my life is going normal...peace out...

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howdy... [07 Oct 2004|09:58pm]
[ mood | amazingly normal ]

so so so so so much has gone on in the past time since ive updated...um... i have lost one of my really good friends and now hes back...i have met a billion people... i ve been sick for a week...i had two concerts last two nights...my school work is outa control... i have confessed to something i never thought i would be able to...i jammed my finger to heck and back...and yet ive managed to stay good through it all... i really dont have much else to say i have like a grip of homework and like a billon people to write back: chris, marcos, jessica, steph, johnny, the list goes on an on... oh... for the record... ive sold cinco christmas trees! they r selling like ...um... i dunno something that sells really fast...lol..peace out! daniel...you need to write me back!lol...
_drowing in my sleep, im drowning in my sleep...
_we keep pulling in to spaces we cant back out of...
_hands down this is the best day i can ever remember...

home coming is in a few weeks...all "cowkids" should come or be square!

im out like a fat kiddo in dodge ball...lol
stace

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hi...this is the hell hole of stace... [28 Sep 2004|05:44pm]
[ mood | upset ]

"Welcome To My Life"

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
but no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and their stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like [x2]

Welcome to my life [x3]

my life is so messed up right now...i just want to be a kid again...not to have to worry about being able to hold the weight of the world on my shoulders...
peace
*

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...o whoa... [27 Sep 2004|05:48pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

just about evey guy is so confusing they arent worth your time and just about every girl is a backstabber who will twist the knife as hard as they can...so keep going sami and maybe ill bleed to death...try me...

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